L.O.V.E

Beautiful beautiful

I can't find any other adjectives to describe you

other words are not accurate

one million words are not enough

Beautiful beautiful

even though they sound like they have no creativity

believe my six sense

I want you to understand my feelings

Let us be in love.

seeing the sun set and rise

breathe in your breaths yearn for your yearnings

I can only love you even if I am left with nothing

let us be in love

forever never speaking of being apart

feeling this fullness when my life

has the beautiful you

  

Beautiful beautiful

from your eyes shine your heart

how long is forever

enough time for us to know love

let us be in love.

seeing the sun set and rise

breathe in your breaths yearn for your yearnings

I can only love you even if I am left with nothing

let us be in love

forever never speaking of being apart

when my life

has the beautiful you

the entire world because of your one word

now has meaning

Love the way the singer express his voice in this song because it is really awesome.
The lyrics that he wrote is straight forward and simple.
And it is touched my heart and remind me how sweet the "first love" I had before.

However, is that love really is as simple as that? by just telling I Love You?
I will said no.
For me love is so complicated that I wouldn't take challenge about it now.
Because It will change a person in many aspect.

The Bad side are:
Always spend the golden time chit chatting the nonsense with Boyfriend (BF).
Not independence, always rely on BF.
Can't focus on the work or finish up the assignments on time.
Will commit suicide if broke up with BF.
Feeling emo and don't want to have meal if quarrel with BF.
And many stupid behaviour happen if broke up.

The Good side are:
Have driver to send you here and there.
Have someone to be your dustbin if you couldn't finish up the food.
Have bodyguard to protect you.

But still for me I will not in relationship now unless after  I finish my degree.
Because in relationship with someone is time consuming and really is a thing that need to put more effort to build an intimacy relationship.
Like for me, I think that I'm still not mature enough and I'm afraid I'll hurt someone and myself as well.
Hence, I pray to God that teach me to love others and transform me to a better lady these few years before I meet a better men.
Because I think that better women deserve a better men.

SO,
In the real world
Love or not to love, 
That's a problem.

But of course if we find the true love that God prepared for us, 
That's the most beautiful things ever.

^{What is LOVE?} 
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.  It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.  Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Corinthians 13:4-7

Live in the Moment.

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Live in the moment.

I remember when I was standard 4,
I hope that I can grow up faster just like my sisters do.
When the UPSR was around the corner,
I wish that the time flies slowly, or maybe the time move 5 years forward
So that I could escape  my 'doom' day.
But I know it is impossible to be happen.

Live in the moment.

When I'm a fresh student enter in secondary school,
I'm so envy to those senior especially prefects,
Because I feel that they look so professional and confident.
Hence, I wish that one day I can be like them.
Human always never stop fulfilling their desire and want.
Why I said so?
It is because when I was form 4,
I never give thanks that being a student is good enough.
My teachers recommend me to interview for the prefect.
I am so happy that finally I have the chance to achieve my dream.
And at last  I'll be the treasurer at the end when I form five.

Live in the moment.
Now I'm tertiary student.
I suppose be like other friends that is full of passion and determination to chase our future.
However, I'm still hoping that I can back to my life in childhood time.
Because that the time full of joy, you just need know how to play and it is quite a enjoyable life.
Unlike uni life full of works and stress could be found easily.

Live in the moment.
Nothing can satisfied our desire.
It is so depression if we're still hoping and demanding or even blaming what we don't have now.
To satisfy your need; you need to give thanks like what you having now.

Remember
Choose the one you love,
Love the one you chose.

Live in the moment,

Pause the memory,
Stop the pain,
Reverse the happiness.

Toughest job in the world

How toughest this job could be in the world??
This job need to work 24 hours everyday.

There is no break time or even take nap.

This job get no salary but spend millions of money .
This workers always need to satisfied customer's desires.
They must require many certificates and ability.
Must be chef, teacher, driver or even have the financial skill.

They are what we call Mother .

When I am little kids

My mum is my banker.

She controls my money.

She wants me to know that saving is a good habit.

My mum also is my superwomen.

She always do her best to help me.

She flies here and there to get the things for me without any complaint.

Now

She is one of my friends.

She is the good listener that I can talk to.

She always gives me some suggestions after she listened.

Hence be a mother need to be diversity in many fields and be knowledgeable.

And my mother fulfill all these requirements. 

She is really an awesome mother that I have met.

She is my role model of mother. Thanks.                                                                  

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Life is a Cup of Water

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Life is a cup of water.

We are pure water when we were baby.
We just know how to cry, to sleep and to eat.                                     
We cry for the food if we are hungry;
We cry for sleep when we are sleepy.

Slowly we begin to add in the mixture of the powder inside the water.
Because we started to cheat, to selfish and to quarrel with others people around us.

We even did something illegally to hurt ourselves.

And it might hurt our family or for those who loved us as well.

At the end the cup of the water became dirty that no one are going to drink but to throw away.

Hence, what we need to do in order to have a clean water back?

It is to admit your mistakes. 

Clean up your mind and heart.

Take action to ask forgiveness from others who you hurt.

But for me Believe in Jesus Christ as he died to clean our sin

is my most important action to become a clean water. 

下乡教会我的事

下乡，对我而言，从可有可无的想法，直到在筹备营，不论是人、事、物，慢慢地才开始适应那里的环境。在那段时间一直为还未完成的作品忙而忙，直到要下乡的前几天才开始对一直督促我们的协调们感到依依不舍，时间的飞逝流去让我感到很惊讶，但是心中依旧充满莫名的兴奋感，毕竟我们这班大学生来的目的是为了那纯真活泼又可爱的小学生。

于是，下乡已为我的生命中增添精彩的一页。它让我获益良多，我并没有为我所做的决定而后悔。其实我可以像我的朋友那样在假期计划做自己喜欢做的事或在家发呆，但我愿意接受挑战，脱离自己的舒适区（comfort zone），牺牲我那悠闲又漫长的假期。因为我知道若要让我的生活活得更充实、更不一样，就必须敢敢来报名参与下乡这个活动，不要再考虑许多的未知数与不安。

在筹备的时候很累，会埋怨，也不喜欢熬夜和被骂，但我知道协调们的用心良苦为了让我们跟上进度来完成所有的作品。现在的我还真的挺怀念与大家一起跳舞、唱歌、跑步、吃饭、被骂、练唱比一日一小时等等这一点一滴的回忆。

最后，真的感谢上帝让我能认识这班从陌生到熟悉的第7届朋友与协调们，我们一起学习，一起玩，一起疯，他们每一个人都真的很棒。也非常谢谢上帝让我从他们的身上有所学习，因我知道我需要进步的空间还很大，无论是知识、体能、为人处事等各方面上都要谦卑受教。 一句话: 要活得不一样，来下乡吧！